30,000 thoughts
Sunday, September 2nd, 2007
30,000 thoughts in my head, and I can’t pin any one of them down.
They’re buzzing around in my head, some excitedly, some languorously, some about the world I’ve built around me and love dearly, some I think are from my dreams and I cant make out if they’re real… and some so inconsequential I am embarrassed it’s in my head at all …. And try as I might…I still can’t pin a single one down…I don’t like having too many things in my head, kinda distracts me from the more meaningful things in life…. Like mummy’s home cooked loh shi fun on a drizzly Saturday morning … Like dreaming up new cocktail concoctions for the next themed party…. Like picking the right moment of the day for bathing Patchee then Prince… Like cleaning my car (I am determined to kena number for this one, so it has found it’s way on my weekend-to-do- list) and… Like curling up in bed reading that book I never quite finished….
I need to find a quiet corner somewhere, sit down and start sifting through my thoughts… if only they’d stay still long enough… and then I’ll be ok… for now, I’m a cross between Mad-Eye-Moony and Luna Lovegood (of Harry Potter fame) …. And I don’t like it….
Even alcohol isn’t helping…
Sigh….
